Comments on: SPIRITUAL EMERGENCE

By: Freeman ioicc8

Freeman ioicc8 — Sun, 05 May 2013 17:46:49 +0000

Hey
My spiritual experience has been amazing as well. Dec, 31, 2012 was when I could breathe for the first time. I have completely lost my identity(ego).I have had dreams of egyptian symbols and amazing life revelations. There is nothing to gain and nothing to lose. I feel love, peace, and a happiness that I have never experienced in my human life before. There is a deep will inside me whispering to be honest,pure, and trustworthy in myself, because that is all there is. Live for the moment, in the moment, live the dream.

By: jim welcome jr.

jim welcome jr. — Fri, 05 Apr 2013 06:05:44 +0000

hello there i am glad to have found this site, i have had an “awakening”. 3 weeks ago i did not beleive in god or the divine now suddenly i believe with my entire being with no room for doubt, i was having a hard time dealing wtih anger which was partially induced from the use of pro-hormones when one day i had a vision of the virgin mary, joseph and the virgin mary holding baby jesus with a serpant crawling towards mary and baby jesus this was one vision that unfolded in 3 sepatate parts it was awesome actually a falcon flew directly over my head about 25-30 feet up a i watched it cross a field and land in a tree after looking at this falcon in the tree i started to witness such said visions. the problem surfaced when i believed “i” was the christ although about a week ago one of my most recent visions i witnessed the virgin mary in the clouds, i turned the opposite way and saw a vision of christ with outstretched arms in the clouds also— instantly i was brought to total sanity ie relizing i am not christ but a person whom i wholly believe is blessed for i still see visions and believe there from the holiness of the universe or god/the crist concienceness. to fully disclose my lifes experiances with visions i have always seen auros since a child and also witness color bursts like for example when someone says something that moves me such as a spiritual or deeply loving statement i will witness a color burst arond there head usually mostly a blue color or variant there of . i have seen an angel 8 years ago i was in st.anthony’s catholic church in burlington vt. at this time i did not believe in angels or god or anything divine yet sitting in this church by myself i witnessed an angel-a radiant entity glowing a whitish type light and i could feel it giving of love and comfort it was huge and powerfull and awesome anyways i walked out of this church across the street to the “howard center” which is a non profit mental health facility in chittendan county, burlington vt. upon walking on the property i was met with the news that a female friend had taken her own life earlier that morning i proceeded to freak out and smached a wooden sitting bench apart like it was made of twigs, than subsequently hospitalized for several weeks now when i look back i relize i did really witness an actual angel. i also see demons there shadows that when i catch a glimpse of them they dart uot of sight very fast but i have no fear of them though i once did.unlike some of the other posts i am not totally 100% changed i still get angry/sad but am different to some degree i am working with a special group at the “howard center” it is helpfull on of the members of this team is a person whom i know and care about very much and i do take lithium and abilify a pretty small dose of both and it does help me — i am diagnosed with bi-polar. i am fortunate to have a great mom and girlfriend [x - as of mow actually] and a really good phyiacatrist and some good friends one of which is going to church with me this weekend.

By: Chloe

Chloe — Fri, 29 Mar 2013 20:15:58 +0000

Hello, I am writing to you and grateful for your posting here. I am however very distressed not by my kundalini (which has passed) but by the fact that i was not honored and aided in my journey i was heavily medicated and locked away in a hospital. i have heard of people having multiple awakenings, have i missed my chance? i learned a lot and i know a lot of this universe, but im worried i may have lost certain abilities of distant discernment and healing. please tell me if i should continue the path with renewed vigor or if i have lost out.

By: Jennyg

Jennyg — Sun, 18 Nov 2012 05:28:22 +0000

Congrats on breaking away from the medical system. They are asleep.
I think my family has this mind virus, they don’t seem human anymore. They have apathy towards the crisis that is going on all over the world. IT is disturbing to me to see my family members show such indifference to suffering of others and even their own family members. I think their brains have been taken over by some imposter. There is something very very wrong with them. They are not fully in their bodies anymore, it’s very sad.
I’m glad people like you are speaking out. Thank you. Keep up the good work.
jenny

By: Elizabeth

Elizabeth — Sun, 05 Aug 2012 00:09:44 +0000

Paul, I was most fortunate to have a friend who knew what I was experiencing and to hold my hand through my awakening over the past two years. I can’t imagine the pain of going through it alone. Last year your Wetiko book was recommended and I found it a fascinating read. Thank you for sharing your wisdom.

By: W

Thu, 14 Jun 2012 21:21:51 +0000

I am a little more than 5 years past an extreme and intense spiritual opening that introduced me to the deepest expression of love for the universe,and simultaneously ended a lifetime of self rejection. It was a clear state of emergency for me and all who were part of my life at the time. It was also a time when great gentleness touched and transformed my soul.

Interspersed with experienced moments of profound clarity and sensitivity,for which I had no real language, was an entry into what was sometimes a fleeting, and other times a deep dive into the space of psychosis. Although I rejected the care of those in psychiatry, even with required hospitalization I got better, not sicker.My friends were the greatest support and none of us had ever heard of such a thing as a spiritual emergency. I became increasingly aware or and sensitive to the energies, symbolism, and in born harmonious perfection in the connectedness of all of Life. For a time, I lost my ability to communicate in English (which is my native language) and could only rely on symbolism. My behaviors were sometimes erratic and out of control, as I worked through a kind of change from within and a final releasing of a lifetimes of traumas and pain.

Oh, how much I would enjoy some interaction with others who understand. I found my way to CWG, Ken Wilbur’s materials, and a few other resources, but have yet to meet anyone who has experienced such an intense, abrupt transformation that resulted in complete loss of identity, for a new self understanding and life vision.

By: David Gofton

David Gofton — Sat, 03 Sep 2011 08:23:10 +0000

Hi Paul, looks like our view is fairly similar. Just now listening to you being interviewed on madness radio. I also entered the psychiatric system, and at the moment I’m still an involuntary patient. My thought is that our essential nature is the same as all consumers/survivors/(ex)patients. Cheers David

By: Cynthia

Cynthia — Sun, 01 May 2011 20:56:29 +0000

I love you, Paul Levy.

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By: Paul

Paul — Fri, 13 Aug 2010 13:54:13 +0000

This reminds me of me. This is my story…

The magician showed me that the rings were linked. He allowed me to inspect them and I agreed they were joined. Then he slide them apart and they both disappeared because they couldnt exist independently.
And what I saw I cant quite define, because it was just my imagination. And yet it was the highest reality. It was the Absolute.